So I cant believe it has been first of all practically a year since I posted and second of all over a year Leatherface and I hve been dating!! So a lot has gone on in the last year as you can imagine. Tiff comes up to me the other day and says 'dude, you know u never update your Xanga anymore," and I was all, what are you talking about? and lol she was so right. Well this year has been a little different to be sure--first of all I GRADUATE IN 1 YEAR! Soooo exciting. I'm living with Jewel and Laney -- they go to Santa Monica College and the apartment is kind of more convenient for them than it is for me but its such a darling little place, who couldmind? Plus Teddy gets to live with me which makes me happy. It's also easier to get to Daddy and Crys's new house from here. Gess what else? I turn 21 this year So eciting. Also been making so much progress on teh family tree, its so good. Jewel and Laney are really cool, by the way, and so we're talking about them and me and Tiff and Lisa scraping our pennies and renting an RV and road tripping through canada! LOL over the summer I mean. That would be so flipping awesome. Oh here I amlooking at my old entries and I'll just update this survey--holy crap I did it 2 years ago But anyway it will tell you everything immedately and quickly so when Tiffgets here we can go right to dinner. I'm so starving!

2007:

[PEOPLE]
best friend(s): Leatherface, Tiff, Lisa

lost any friends: Moocher He kind of dropped off the planet when he moved.

gained any friends: Jewel and Laney my lovable roomies!


[PLACES]
went out of the country: I stayed hom this year
moved: I moved into this apartment with Jewel and Laney so all my stuff is actually out of Mom and Dad's house!
new school: UCLA, same old
how many times on an airplane: none ... wow I feel so cabin fevered, I didn't go anywhere last year!

[YOU]
have you changed: no
new look: can you believe it? I cut my hair so short!!
most depressed time this year: Umm January

[LOVE]
did you fall in love? Yes! OMG yes
did you get heartbroken: Nope
who was your summer love? Same as my always love OWEN yes I used your real name LEATHERFACE

[SEASONS]
favorite Season: Spring
least favorite season: Fall
good birthday: My birthday was so gorgeous this year I wanted to cry!

[FINAL QUESTIONS]
snuck out: No I don't have to!
kept your resolution: no
got arrested: No I am good!
kissed a boy:  I hope Leatherface is a boy
got dumped: No
lost a family member: Uncle Jesse died last January in a car wreck and Mom was in a bad shape about it. I didn't know him too good though.
got bad grades: No I did really good!
kept a secret: Yes
told a secret: No, I kept em!
done something you totally regret: No

in 2007 i:
[x] broke a promise
[x] made a new best friend
[x] fallen in love
[ ] fallen out of love
[ ] fallen in like
[ ] fallen out of like
[x] lied
[ ] went behind your parents back
[ ] cried over a broken heart
[ ] disappointed someone close
[x] hid a secret
[x] pretended to be happy
[x] kissed in the rain
[x] slept under the stars
[ ] kept your new years resolution
[x] forgot your new years resolution
[ ] met someone who changed my life
[x] met one of your idols
[ ] changed your outlook on life
[x] sat home all day doing nothing
[ ] pretended to be ill
[ ] left the country
[ ] almost died
[ ] given up something important to you
[ ] broke something expensive
[ ] learned something new about yourself
[x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
[ ] made a change in your life
[x] found out who your true friends were
[x] met great people
[ ] snuck out of a house
[ ] stayed up til sunrise
[x] pigged out over the summer
[ ] met someone from myspace in person
[x] cried over the silliest thing
[ ] partied more than 5 times
[x] was never home on weekends
[ ] got into a car accident
[ ] found a person I never thought I'd become real good friends with
[x] had friends who were drifting away from me
[ ] had someone close to me die
[ ] had a high cell phone bill
[ ] wasted most of my money on food
[ ] had a fist fight
[x] went to the beach
[x] saw a celebrity
[x] gotten sick
[ ] liked more than 5 people at the same time
[ ] had a wasted night
[x] became closer to a lot of people

1. What did you do in 2007 that you'd never done before? nude sunbathing? I kids you not

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? No . . . I doubt it

3. Did anyone close to you give birth? Well, Crys's cousin Ciara had a baby, but we anen't that close

4. Did anyone close to you die? I said Uncle JEsse I didn't know very well

5. What countries did you visit? Just this one I live in

6. What would you like to have in 2008 that you lacked in 2007? A ring and a promise?

7. What date from 2007 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? Oh, man, when I was with Mom and Dad and we saw on the news about the fire and we thought Daddy and Crys were caught in it and we were so scared !

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? The internship, def.! !

9. What was your biggest failure? I really embarassed Leatherface's mom when I met her.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury? No

11. What was the best thing you bought? new laptop woo hoo!

12. Whose behavior merited celebration? Leatherface was the best boyfriend ever!

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? Moocher not contacting anyone after moving!

14. Where did most of your money go? Oh man school

15. What events did you get really, really, really excited about? Meeting my idol ^_^ Wait, what? hahaha

16. What song will always remind you of '07? Hey There Delilah

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:

I. Happier or Sadder? Happier!

II. Thinner or Fatter? Thinner, yay

III. Richer or Poorer? The same

18. What do you wish you'd done more of? Saving money

19. What do you wish you'd done less of? Playing Wii

20. How did you spend Christmas? I was over at Daddy and Crys's for like four days straight partying it down

21. Who did you spend the most time on the phone with? Leatherface no question then Tiff

22. Did you fall in love in 2007? Just a little

23. How many one-night stands? 0!!

24. What was your favorite TV program? Oh Psych is coolest show ever

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? No

26. What was the best book you read? The Westing Game I know its a kids book

27. What was your greatest musical discovery or rediscovery? Buckcherry

28. What did you want and get? awesome shoes

29. What did you want and not get? lol billions of dollars

30. What were your favorite films of this year? I am Legend = sooo good

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? I turned 20 and the girls and I went down to Tijuana

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? I was satisfied

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2007? Fuzzy

34. What kept you sane? Leatherface

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most/least? Same as always

36. What political issue stirred you the most? the stupid presidency thing

37. Whom did you miss? Mom , which is weird

38. Who was the best new person you met? Jewel and Laney duh

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2007: A map of beligum is not a licensed weapons

40. Do you have any lost feelings of others? No?

41. Quote a song that sums up your year: When the sun shine we shine together Told you I'll be here forever Said I'll always be your friend Gonna stick it out to the end Now that it's raining more than ever Know that we'll still have each other you can stand under my umbrella ella ella.

I Wanna Be There

blessid union of souls

Won't you let me catch your fall?
Won't you let me lend a hand?
These lonely eyes have seen it all;
Love's too blind to understand.
'Cause you don't know what you have
Till your everything is gone.
You need someone to show you how to live again

I wanna be there when you're feelin high
I wanna be there when you wanna die
I'm gonna light your fire, I'm gonna feel your flame;
I wanna be there when you go insane.
I wanna be there when you're feeling down,
And I'll be there when your head is spinning round
Gonna be your lover, gonna be your friend,
Gonna be there till the end.

You wouldn't know that I was there
Cause I have been there all the time
And if I had my way I'd hold you in my arms
And leave this madness all behind
Cause you got so much to give
But you throw it all away
And all you got to show for who you are is pain
Well, I got so much to give if you'll only let me in
I'm gonna take the time to show you I'm a friend
You'll believe in love again

I wanna be there in the pouring rain,
I wanna be there when you call my name.
I'm gonna light your fire, I'm gonna feel your flame;
I wanna be there when you go insane.
I wanna be there when I'm out of town
And when your whole damn world is crashing down
I'm gonna be your lover, gonna be your friend
Gonna be there to the end.

Cause you don't know what you have
Till your everything is gone
You need someone to show you how to live again
And I got so much to give if you'd only let me in
I'm gonna take the time to show you I'm a friend
You'll believe again!

I wanna be there when your baby cries,
I wanna be there when they tell you lies,
I'm gonna light your fire, I'm gonna feel your flame;
I wanna be there when you go insane.
I wanna be there when your nights are off
And you're feeling like you don't belong.
I'm gonna be your lover, gonna be your friend,
Gonna be there till the end.
Gonna be there in the morning,
Gonna be there in the night,
Gonna be your lover, gonna be your friend
Gonna be there till the end, yeah....

I never thought any day could be as wonderful as today!! I dont even know where to begin. I stayed in my room all morning but finally the phone was ringing so I went out to look at the answering machine, and them essage it was playing was that song! and at first I was all "okay. . ." but almost right after it went off and I saw it ws his cell on the caller ID there was a knock at the door so I went to open it and Leatherface was standing there & he said he was so sorry and he acted like a creep, and he said he didn't want to hurt me because he loves me!!!!  and then I just started cryign and crying and he took me inside and wejust sat on the couch and talked and talked and I looked so bad but he didn't care at all. and then I kind of giggled and sniffled and said leaving a Blessid Union of Souls song on my answering machine is kind of gay and he said "yea, I know, that's OK". and then we just laughed for like half an hour and didn't know what we were laughing about when Lisa came home and just shook her head at us and left again....and then we wnt out driving and went to the beach and stayed there for so long, and I bought him dinner just because I felt like I'd been creepy, too and we drove all over LA talking, and drove up to Santa Moncia for no good reason and wandered around, then he drove me home & we sat in the parking lot talking forever, then he walked me up and we snuck in so we wouldn't wake up Lisa, and I got a soda for him to take back with him, adn then I gave him a kiss  and that was sooo awesome it's all I can think about anymore!!! Anyway that's like all--I am now so exhausted I can't even type straight and I keep erasing all the worsd and putting them in again because Im making so many typos! I am never ever ever going to argue with him agian because he is so sweet and he didn't hate me after all! I am so happy I think I might never wake up again!! LOL!!